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Setahun tak menangis tak boleh ke :'(

23

Its my 23rd Birthday.

Yes it should be happy.

But I'm afraid to face the truth.

I hate to convince myself.

and yeah, Thanks to my friends.

and Azraai ofcos.

Your thoughtfulness that I treasure the most.

heart them all.

To be remembered.

After browsing through many of my pictures,

with friends, in college and event.

Bring memories, alot ;)

As soon as I finish my final paper of final semester, today.

I will post some of my thoughts and pictures,

that I love, and will remain as great memories,

for the past 4 years of my degree :)

Nowhere

You could be so far

You could be running

to nowhere

as long as I care

I will follow you

and if I suffer

You see I suffer

I don't mind

as long as You smile

i'll be fine

if you can not feel me

i know i feel you

enuf to burn

haaa...

and if I break down

and if I break down

will You cry

will I be sorry

if I regret u

meeting You

and if I suffer

and if i suffer

I know

baby when feel love

You take away

and I left with nothing here at all

someday You ..

let it all fall down

let it all be right here..

with me..

aaa... aaa..

baby when I fell love

You take away

and I left with nothing here at all

You could be so far

and I see you're running

to nowhere.

Qi Razali

Change

Everything seems so wrong now.

Mana dulu kata2 semangat,

Mana dulu cakap hidup mati akan jaga,

I dont feel that anymore.

Hidup dengan kawan2, 90% dalam sehari or sometimes 100%

You' re totally not my soulmate, if you left me behind.

for one reason, I penat.

Ingat? Shah Alam doesnt seem so far from me,

by Cyberjaya, Yes. weird

Dilemma

Whats the purpose of having you,

While I can share, can talk, can eat, can laugh with my friends.

and Whats the purpose of living near to you,

as we dont spent as much time as we could.

the burnt biscuit

Mom liked to make breakfast food for dinner every now and then. And I remember one night in particular when she had made breakfast after a long, hard day at work. That evening, mom placed a plate of eggs, sausage and extremely burnt biscuits in front of dad. I remember waiting to see if anyone noticed. All dad did was reach for his biscuit, smiled at mom and asked me how my day was at school. I don't remember what I told him that night, but I do remember watching him smear butter and jelly on that biscuit and ate every bite.

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When I got up from the table, I remember hearing mom apologize to dad for burning the biscuits. And I'll never forget what he said: Honey, I love burnt biscuits. Later that night, I went to kiss Daddy good night and asked him if he really liked his biscuits burned.

He wrapped me in his arms and said, "Your Momma put in a hard day at work today and she's real tired. And besides - a little burnt biscuit never hurt anyone!"

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You know, life is full of imperfect things.....and imperfect people. I'm not the best at hardly anything, and I forget birthdays and anniversaries just like everyone else.

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What I've learned over the years is that learning to accept each others' faults - and choosing to celebrate each others differences - is one of the most important keys to creating a healthy, growing, and lasting relationship. Because in the end, you are the master of your own life, to be happy or unhappy, to be positive or negative.

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We could extend this to any relationship. In fact, understanding is the base of any relationship, be it a husband-wife or parent-child or friendship.Don't put the key to your happiness in someone else's pocket - keep it in your own.

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I got this from one of the notes in FB. really motivate me :)